Hey guys.. Ok so I know this week is all messed up but I've been working away whilst wrapped up warm drinking tea... Christmas is ALWAYS busy but this year!!! EEEEEK!
Anyway.. Who else has a hat to match their tea cosy!??
Oh just me then! Haha..
Ok.. Moving swiftly on.. Back to the list
Today is number 18.. A problem I've had..
Well my biggest problem would have to be my anxiety!
You see I could easily be a bit of a hermit.. Before I had Noah I spent a good 2 years agoraphobic and was terrified of my own shadow! Sober situations were horrendous for me.. Even travelling on a bus!
I'm still ever so shy until I know you... And even then I get so worked up in ANY social situations it's scary!
I live in a bubble.. When I leave the house I take the bubble with me.. I've never quite felt that I fit in and just find it easier to keep to myself and keep people at a distance!
I draw and create the ideas that fill my imagination.. And can seriously never ever imagine running out of ideas!!
I'm not sure how much of a problem it is these days.. I cycle rather than bus..Or walk to my ipod soundtrack.. I take photos as I go and just enjoy the world around me.. Still avoiding people as much as possible though!
Parties.. Pubs..Social events.. They're a no go for me.. I just don't enjoy them and refuse to drink just to have a good time.. For me real enjoyment is being me, no matter how strange people may thing that is!
I have a whole create yourself happy list which I blogged about here
And I'm happy! So those fears and boundaries can just stay there for now..
I don't need to prove anything.. I just need to enjoy what I do!
So there you go.. My problem.. But I guess I just embrace that funny side of me and keep going!
Thanks for stopping by guys...
Love and rainbows Kitty xxx